I feel so foolish I wasn’t ever as understanding as I should have been. I’m the problem and life is better without me. So much more freedom, experience and opportunity. It was a true privilege to have you let me be a part of your life.
I want so much to be happy for you to be feeling more independent and fufilled. I’m so depressed and confused as to why you ignore me when I had always been there for you through all of your hard times. While I’m going through, what feels like one of the harshest periods in my entire lifetime.
It’s the hardest thing to have someone be the love of your life, soulmate, dream girlfriend to just leave you like nothing had even happen between us and its so hard to even imagine and try to live like that. I know I’ll get over it eventually but my feelings are so hurt beyond reason, and I’ve been trying my absolute best to forget about it all but all the pictures in my phone are of you looking so happy. If I deleted them all I wouldn’t be able to look at all the good times and the reason my life had been so enjoyable. I can’t go to the same places you go now, I just get fucked up in strange places and try to pretend I’m doing well in the morning after I’ve been out all alone. I miss my partner in crime, I miss Lyds, I miss being there for you. I just miss you. You might never see this but I’ll always love you. You were the greatest person I’ve ever spent so much of my time with, I’ll never forget your antics, beauty, kindess and understanding. Thank you so much I’m sorry
